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Friday, 3 April 2009!
HandWritten on; 02:52
i really don't know how to describe my feeling right now.
hope no one will read this post since i never update it since million years ago...
it is really shocking to hear all those words that were suppose to come from your come from another person....
i mean we are a gang now. we should share whatever we think of each other right?
not just keep to yourselves and tell someone tell me. it is really disappointing.
i am not angry or wat so ever, i am just really disappointed.
i will be so much grateful if ur to approach me and tell me what i do wrong or areas that i should improve on ...
i have so much faith in your and now.... i really don't know wat to say..
i think this kind of things happen in the first was all because we care. we had let our imagination run wild. thinking that each other has been discussing ic things at home and had left out the rest of us . but in the actual fact, it was not like that.
the reason why i always wanted meeting is because i want everyone to be included.
sometimes it is really disappointing to hear everyone keep rushing me to end the meeting, i mean the point of meeting is not only just let us discuss the details but also let us bond together. i am really sorry if i did not take ur suggestion and continue with my plan. it is not because that ur suggestion is not good or everyone sided me. it is purely because that i think it is better to so it another way. and i really hope that ur would understand that during meeting there isn't anything like u sided who. if you were to be correct,obviously we will take u idea. pls don't feel excluded just because u feel that u contributed nothing and u are always turn down by me.
i confess that i am a very stubborn person and sometimes even i cant stand myself too. i really need ur help to come and me and say" hey i think ur way would not work. stop being so stubborn" things like that may make me feel better cos at least i know ur are trying to ur best to do something that is good for ic.
really, pls don't feel that the meeting was useless because that everyone is unfair.
i really hope and pray that ur will not think this way because during the meeting everyone had a say.it is not about who we support but it is about what we do is good for the club. really hope that ur would understand me.
i really want to apologise to ur that i change your idea completely. u know u put in lots of effort. i did not do it purposely too. i never ever think that ur work is not up to standard. really, trust me....
it is just that somethings happen and i change it for purpose. i never thought that that would bring such pain for u. and sometimes,i don't really know what u are thinking. u keep everything to yourself and tell someone that is closer to you. but sometimes i need to know how u feel so that in the future i will not make that mistake again. by doing this we are actually giving each other more trust. sometimes
it is just really good to be straight forward, i know that might be hard on you.
i know that this is incident had affect lot of us.and we all know that fact we will not be the same as how we treated each other last time. the least i could do know is let everyone know how i feel and i think we should forget all these. lessons and things that we learnt still got to remember though....
i know i am not the only got affected, everyone had a hard time to sleep last night. thinking how i feel when i was told how ur feel by another people.
thinking if u had hurt me or even knowing that the fact that i might even hate ur.
yes! i am hurt totally to the extreme. i might even wanted to hate ur.
but in the end we are still friends....
PS: let Monday to be fresh new start!!
Thursday, 29 January 2009!
HandWritten on; 07:37
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HandWritten on; 07:31
Sunday, 25 January 2009!
HandWritten on; 06:36
Saturday, 10 January 2009!
HandWritten on; 06:02
yeah..... finally i find a time to blog!!!
i am very very tired now!!! just come back from tuition.
the sec one orientation is damn fun and great!!
sec 1e2 !!! your are the best okay!!! love each and every one of u!!
muacks....
have been very busy since the school starts this
Monday.
i am filled with homework and revision everyday. then after those were the class com things and interact. i really love the life now, although i am very tired.
oh! the class party~~~it was a success!!!
i thought it was going to turn out to be the
worst class party i ever had. luckily it was not.
got scolded by
mdm khoo cos we order donuts from outside. but we were not the worst okay!!
3e2 order pizza
some more!!! 10 boxes okay!!!
then went back to class, eat and chat.... the donut was nice! but a bit too sweet for me.
WE PLAYED
MIROTIC in the class!!!
wooo!!!!
Esther wee from 3e2 was like
walao!!
hahhaah..... i laugh like shit when i saw her face. because she was having
el lesson i think.
then me,
yijie and
saajidah went to look for
Mrs jlim.
but she said she wasn't the one that we were looking for ...... i was like =.='''
but
mdm goh sms me that it was
Mrs jlim and now she said we found the wrong person.
so went back to class.....
they were playing wacko....missed the starting.
then missed almost most rest of the game. cos
Mrs Chan keeping calling for admin stuff.
manage to get back after 5 minutes of work.
oh... THANK YOU
Mrs Chan for the cookies . sweets and sushi!! they were delicious!!
after wacko were blow wind blow, tree and
squirrel games, murder and .......
great day man!!!
orientation night....
sitting next to
yijie and
ka rou. they were damn funny.
ka rou teach how to dance tell me!
manage to get some steps into my head.
hhahahhawe were like waiting for
jas performance.......
hahhahwhen she came out, me and
yijie keep staring at her. she was .... cute and funny. but overall was great!!!
sad that it was her last year performing.... wonder who will be dancing
kpop stuff next year~~~
Wednesday, 31 December 2008!
HandWritten on; 08:25
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!welcome to 2009!!!I LOVE EVERYONE!!!muacks.....=)